Buddy pakitsek yung spelling ng messagepost sa links mo. Walang s yun.

Ang ganda sana buddy yung bago mong layout. Kaya lang sana medyo masculine sana yung design.

dong nabasa mo na ba ung message ko?
ung mga singers?? kasi nakakainis s buddy e...
ung ano nga pala, singer ng Til they take my
heart away, Never my Love and Best in Me,
di ung sa blue ha!! mga old songs lahat un!!
i need ur reply asap, tnx!!!
-jo-

Peter Welcome sa
blogsite ko!
hope u'll enjoy posting and posting here
Mabuhay

helo sa lahat ng ece

ang galing daw ni buddy, 22o ba yun?
cge na nga!!!
-jo-

SEND MY LOVE TO HEAVEN

What can I say about a girl I loved since I was
ten..... that I love the way she laughs at me when I
commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things
and even the way she cries over some sad silly late
night show? Somehow, I wished I could have told her
that I love her but now there's no hope in doing so.
For now, it's rather too late- too late for me to do
so.


She was my bestfriend and I have known her since we
were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my
feelings for her, that I love her not only because
she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at
everything and the way she sees life and love.


I could still remember the first time we met, I was
five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having
no one to play with except for my bestfriend, Troy. He
and his family just moved out to transfer at a
neighboring state because his father got promoted. And
so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck
coming down the street. I watched it approaching and
noticed a family station wagon following it. It
stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I
was about to glance away when out came the loveliest
girl I've seen. She was four years old that time but
then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had
long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist.
She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a
man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her


when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them
in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she
smiled and waved her hand. I waved back then watched
in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree
house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said,
"Would you like to come up?" she answered, "May I?" So
I help her climb up and when she reached the top she
then turned to me and said, "By the way, my name's
Sam, what's yours?" I answered, "My name is
Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She
smiled and said, " Well i like your name. Hey your
tree house's neat!" Then I replied, "Thanks! Troy and
I made this. this used to be our hide out. We used to
goof around, play ball and go biking together. He
was my bestfriend and I kind of miss him you know."
She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things
you do with Troy and I could be your new bestfriend
too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could
be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play
ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking
together. Now how does that sound to you?" I smiled
and
said, "Well that sounds good enough." Then she held
her hand and said, "It's a deal then!" So that's how
it started.


So we became best friends and it was kind of strange
at first for she was a girl and there are things which
I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching
frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but
then she tried and did everything just to please me.
There was even a time when she fell off the bike
trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was
the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still
remember the time when she hit the window of our
neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I
who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the
damage, which meant having to loose a weeks allowance.
I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I
tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near
to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a
branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they
teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a
black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying
as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and
later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to
please her and gave everything her little heart
desires.


The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our
Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later
eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special
branch in which the two of us could sit together and
tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a
Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor.
She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if
they were quite impossible. It made me like her even
more.


As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards
her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was
just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking
about her at night, dreaming of her and having the
feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I
thought it was something different, something that
made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating
feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands
touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my
spine.
Once when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim
routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I
had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just
wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never
end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with
my best friend.


Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was
scared to imagine what would happen if ever I'd try to
tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because
she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and
our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just
kept my feeling hidden.


We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam
grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches whenever I
see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses
as I watch them talking to her giving compliments,
flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch
her at a distance mixed feelings of anger and hurt
because it hurts so much to know that there were so
many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not
do so. There were so many presents which I long to
give her but then I could not for she might see me
only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her
know how I feel about her as much as losing her.


Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she
already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince
myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was
Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the
campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the
basketball team which Mark was the captain. When I saw
them walking together at the parking lot that
afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking
into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended
not to see her for I was scared that she might see in
my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing
her with another guy. Those days that followed where
the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I
see her walk by me with him at her side. every time we
meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a
feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away
from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess
was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I
long for her to cast on me was now casted on him as
she passes by me she doesn't know that i whispher the
words "God how I love you."


Then one fateful day they broke up. She came too me
that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big
fight and it ended up to their break up. Mixed
feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because
she was free and maybe i would have the chance of
telling her my true feelings for her but then I was
feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out
just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of
what I wanted to do.


So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days
with our saturday swim routine, spending time in our
tree house. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for
we still are both young at heart.


So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings
for her but still I couldn't bring myself to her for I
was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her,
now I could not bear of losing her again by telling
her I love her. So I just kept my feelings even if it
was bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.


It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the
branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our
afternoon swim when she said, "I was wondering Chris
if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out
of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought
would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, "I
thought there are so many boys who would die for you
to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly
said, "Well i just thought I would like to spend that
night with my bestfriend." Then she continued in a
whisper I could barely hear, "Don't you want to die
just like them to be my partner Chris?" I was too
stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my
feelings for her. We we're silent for a while until I
finally whispered, "I would be happy to be your
partner Sam." The she smiled and suddenly kissed my
cheek. I could hardly contain the joy i felt that
time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head.
Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water
saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae
fudge!" I ran slowed up so that i would lose which
meant having to have her with me for another three
hours or more.


Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured
almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch
Sam. Sam's mother greeted me and I went to sit in the
living room waiting for her to come down. I was
talking to her father when I heard her say, "How do I
look?" I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a
strapless white dress with her hair flowing around
her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out
I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily
fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered,
"To the loveliest girl in the whole world." She then
asked, "Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I
smiled back then I turned to open the door for her.


When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized
our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They
were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out
her hand bowed and said, "Would you give me the honor
of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then
I led her to the dance floor.


It was like a dream coming true, a moment of
enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I
ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were
slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found
myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes.
The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing
her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted


to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was
the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell
her that she would always be the beacon of light in my
darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was
that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to
whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped
and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her,
but still haven't done it.


We walked towards the table and found ourselves
surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a
drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It
took me a long time to get one and when I returned to
our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie,
where she was but she told me that she doesn't know.
So I went and search for her.


As I was searching for her, I reached the garden.
There
I saw two silhoutte figures outlined by the moon's
silvery light. They were so close to each other. i
could never describe the feeling I had when I
recognized the white dress Sam was wearing that night.
I just turned and left the gymnasium.


Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried
talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do
so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark
and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of
her true feelings for me than to hear from those
dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart
break. I didn't return her calls. I would not see her
if she comes into our house. in the hallways, as she
approaches i would go to another direction. It also
hurts to do those things but then I thought that was
the best way to forget her. Those months were
tormenting but still I kept my pride.


The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take
up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out
the next day. As the program ended, she approached me
and handed me a rose. As she stared at me. there was
something in her eyes I couldn't describe. There was
sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn't the same
smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment,
tell her that I love her but then she turned and
walked away from me.


So I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I
was accepted at the university. I concentrated with my
studies but still I think of her at night. I was
always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried hard
not to think of her but still I could not stop
myself from loving her. Each achievement I have was
done for her. I thought that if I will be successful
one day, I would be able to tell her that I love her
and by that time, I'm worthy of having her.


It was a year after our graduation when I decided to
return home and see her again. I thought a year is too
much for me not to see her and during the past year I
felt like a person lost in the desert and only the
sight of her could quench the thirst I have inside. As
I got off the plane, I went home directly, desperate
to get to her house desperate to see her, to hug her.
Then I would tell her that I missed her and that I
have loved her for a long time. This time I am
determined to let her know my true feelings for her
and I could not contain anymore the love I have for
her.


I reached their house, I saw her older sister and I
approached her. I smiled at her but I noticed she
didn't smile back. I was confused for she used to be a
cheerful lady just like my dear Sam. I then asked, "Hi


Jen! I guess you're suprised why I'm here. Well I just
want to visit you and I was also hoping to see Sam. I
kind of miss her you know. Ummm... by the way have you
seen her?" All I saw was sadness in her eyes as she
replied quietly, "Come follow me." I was confused with
the way she's acting but still i followed her. As we
were walking, I was trying to indulge her in a
conversation but just answered my questiond briefly.
Then I realized that she was leading me to the
direction of the lake. It was still the same as I left
it, with the same oak tree Sam and I used to climb up.
I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam gave me when I
agreed to be her partner. It's been one of the
happiest days in my life and I realized that I missed
Sam more than I thought. Then Jen stopped walking and
pointed to the tree. She then whispered, "There's
Sam."


I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug
tomb with the name of the girl I ever loved. I could
not believe at what I saw and desperately tried
convincing myself that this is all just a nightmare
and I would soon wake up.


I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching
for explanations and slowly started saying," It has
been a week since she died. She died of Leukemia. but
eventhough she was sick, she never stopped thinking
about you. It was even your name she uttered before
she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always
regard this place as a place of LOVE. She said that
this is where she had spent the happiest days and that
was when she was with you. by the way,she also asked
me to give you this."


She handed me a parcel and with that she left.


I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it contained
the dried orchid from the corsage I gave her for our
prom. Then at the bottom I saw a letter. It was dated
las month. I opened it with shaking hands and started
reading........


******************************


I know by this time you read this letter I'm gone. I
just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and
thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would
also like you to know that I had left something
inside,
something I kept from you all these years. I love you
Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel
like spending the rest of my life with. I have always
loved you even from the start. I guess it just bloomed
each day that's why the happiest days of my life was
when you were by my side. You just don't know how I
dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning and
dream no more for you are with me. When you are away,
I can't stop crying because I'm afraid to think that
you are with another girl. I just can't bear to see
you with another girl. I just want you all to myself.
I may sound selfish but that's how I feel. Each time
you held me close to you was like a dream coming true
for to be close to you and feel your heart beating
next to mine was heaven. So many things I did so that
you will learn to love me but I NEVER saw a hint. I
did everything to please you because I love you so
much that I even tried to fool myself that you're in
love with me too. So many nights I've cried when I
think of myself unloved by you. Well you might think
that what I'm sayin are lies but, I tell you, my heart
speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to
the one I love.


I know you might be thinking of Mark but I just did
that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a
young woman, capable of loving and not as the little
girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that
you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign
that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I
broke up and I came crying,I just did that to know how
you would react and with that I'll know that you love
me too. But I failed for you didn't give me any clue.
when our prom night came, you just don't know how
happy I was when you handed me the corsage and saying
that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world.
While we were dancing,I wanted so desperately to hear
you say that you love me too but you NEVER did. When
Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second chance,
I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn't
want you to get the wrong impression so i told him we
would talk in the garden. There I explained to him
that it's you whom I really love. What happened next
was that I found you missing and later learned that
you were searching for me, I just concluded that you
saw us together. The next day, I tried to explain but
then you never gave me a chance to do so. You
continuously avoided me and never knew how much pain
I've experienced that time. I felt the world crushing
on me. In our Graduation day, when I approached you, I
wanted to tell you how much I love you but I decided
that I just couldn't do it. I could not bear to hear
that all you feel for me is just brotherly hand of
love. For I want you to love me as a woman and not as
a girl or playmate. So I just turned away and left.


Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late, still I
want you to know that I will always love you and my
heart has always been and will be yours alone.


P.S. Think of me sometimes.... and always remember
that loving you was the best thing that ever happened
in my life.


************************************


I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter.I
wanted to shout out to let her know that I love her,
if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love
her more than anything in this world. I knelt touching
the soil of her grave and rain started to fall. I
continued crying softly and whispered, "Oh God, send
my love to heaven."



=====
"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel
completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is
magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the
heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that
doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we
treasure for the rest of our lives.

helo budz,yes....................................
success.................

shar,muzta ung date nyo????
nakuha ko na yun site ng mga poems.....

helo shar, ning,jo,ritz,buddy,michael,dong!!!!!!

Dong muzta na!!!!!!
parang lalo ka atang tumataba ha.........
bigay mo raw ky sir email ad mo...
invite ka nya sa blogger......

hi sa mga nainvite ko na bloggerran na!!!

buddy,galing galing ha.......

elo dong!!!!
len,musta n kau MJ?!!
uy joke lng ung ke fcs ha!!
ang galit galit ay magbati-bati
-ning-

hi 2 ol ece 3-1, esp.
to ckat!!! aral tayo mabuti para pumasa
tayong lahat!!!

hi dong,
mustah na?!! dong kilala mo ba ung
kumanta ng Til they take my heart away, Never
my Love atsaka ung Best in Me, hindi ung song
ng blue ha? mga old song lahat yan!! i need ur
reply asap!! tnx!!!

hi! Happy Valentines day mga kberks! ! ! wala lang,1st time kc eh

baka pag may naisip pa akong kanta isunod ko na lang........hehehehe
ingat kayo lagi!!!!!

two of my favorite songs sa ngayon yang kay stephen speaks..........isama mo na yung jealous ni nina, let me be the one ni jimmy bondoc, through the rain ni mariah, stay ni carol banawa, id rather ni luther, color of love ng boyz II men na may concert dito sa pinas sa feb. 14(yta) sa open field ng The Fort.

passenger seat
Stephen speaks

i look at her and have to smile as we go driving for a while
her hair blowing in the open windows of my car
as we go, the traffic lights, i watch them glimmer in her eyes
in the darkness of the evening, and
*{i've got all that i need right here in the passenger seat
and i can't keep my eyes on the road knowing that she's inches from me}
we stop to get something to drink my mind clouds and i can't think
scared to death to say i love her
then the moon peeks from the clouds i hear my heartbeat it's so loud
try to tell her simply, that
{chorus}

I know this love grows…….(chorus)

out of my league
Stephen speaks

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
but i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause i'm speechless to say what i'm feeling today
but i'm out of my league once again
it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
that i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
and she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

ritzh bakit ka naaasar sakin?

pero bakit parang may away yata???? ayusin niyo na yan ha.

musta na kayo? jo, ning, jelanne, wilma
miss ko na kayo lahat

bibigyan kita ng copy nung story wilma,,,,,,,,dont yah worry

grabe ang daming ibat ibang salita ah.......mga foreigner??????
WISH KO LANG!!!! hehehehe

ano ba yang salitang yan wilma.........

rithz,bukas daw 4:30pm sa tapat ng subway sa 2nd floor sa glorietta.
chila chila mang aaway ng kaibigan natin,kwala kwala..
ki nye,foul na un.....
next tym wag u na uulitin,kwalo kwala.
kami na ang mang aaway sau,chala chala,pag inulit mo yun..
chusalameya....

2 ritzh,
hoy mr. amancio, sa ulit-ulit enaka
magsabing salita na balu mu namang makasakit
ne, ksi pu emi naman antindyan
ing panyabyan mu!!
understood!!!

huhuhu.....
buking na ako
nakakalungkot talaga
ayaw ko na
lagi na lang akong
nabubuking ng
crush ko, kainis
talaga........
hanap na lang ako ng
bago........
huhuhu........

hi jelanne,
lam mo na ba ung mga singers
na tinatnong ko? kung d pa ok lang!!
thank u na lang ulit!!

to ms. sharlyn gagatam legaspi,
sori na po.......................
wong

hi 2 jo,
bwahahahaha......
buking buking na hahahahahahaha......
buti pa ako alam nya na......
legal pa.....
mahal nga rin nya ako eh.ikaw hindi......huhuhuhu....
wawa naman....

hi jelanne,
o pano bayan dumadami na tayo...
wag ka nang malulungkot, lagi na tayong magkakasama dito..
basta post ka lang lagi...

hoy richmer.....
dapat sana bago ka magbitaw ng mga salita e sana
wag mo nang ilonggohin kc wala tayo sa negros..
YAN ANG TATANDAAN MO HA..
aral ka lagi
sabi ni wilma ung documentation sa
switching gawin mo na.......
wag ka na ring mang-aaway,
masama yun!!!!
dont say bad words ha....
aawayin ka namin.........
hehehehehe........

hi dong!,
miss u n!!
pumayat k n b,
hehehe.........

hi dong!,
miss ka na ni jordan....

dong,pahingi rin ng copy ng kwen2 mo ha.....
ingat.......
wag kain ng kain...........

dong,pahingi rin ng copy ng kwen2 mo ha.....
ingat.......
wag kain ng kain...........

c jo,nabuking ng crush nya.hehehe

c jo,nabuking ng crush nya.hehehe

gus2 ko sananang mag sori sa frend ko na nagalit sakin ngayong araw(jan. 28,2003)
sori ha,ang salbahe ko kc,lagi nalang akong nang aasar...........
sana bati na tau..........
peace na tau plz..............

ritzh,kilala ko yung fiend ni sir sa milan.gwapo ba yun,ay oo nga gwapo pala yun kc kamuka mo....
di ba ikaw ang batayan ng pagka gwapo...hehehehe...

sir invite nyo naman po ako sa blogger nyo....
cge na po plzzzzzzzzzzz.............
thank u!!!!!!

jelanne,muzta ganda ng story na pinost mo ha.....
pahingi ng kopya ha........
thanx..........

hoy sali nyo naman ako!!!!!!!!
dong totoo ba sexy ka na!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nasa sibilisasyon naman po kami no?????
sama ako sa gala nyo dong ha..........
apat lng ata tayo eh.......
may galit kc sakin...........

tanong mo si sir kung sino yung friend nya sa milan, kilala ko rin yun eh. alam mo ba dong yung friend ni sir sa milan super gwapo at super talino. pero ok lang sya. tanong mo kay sir kung sino.

donna naasar ako talaga sayo

ritzh, isama mo din sila wilma kung trip nila

ritzh, 2loy ba tayo? sama daw si lee

ingat kayo lagi ha!!!!!!!!! luv yah!

>nagising nalang ako isang umaga, naramdaman ko parang may kulang.
kumain
>ako ng almusal, nakausap ko na lahat ng tao sa bahay, pero bakit
ganito
>parang ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko.
>
>pumasok ako sa trabaho nag-iisip pa rin, muntik na nga akong matisod
sa
>kakaisip lang nito. tinanong na ako ng mga katrabaho ko, ano ba meron
>sakin bakit ang tamlay ko. sabi ko hindi ko alam, di ko maintindihan.
>alam mo ba yung pakiramdam na parang may malaking butas sa sarili mo,
>tipong merong kailangang makapuno? yun ang naramdaman ko nung araw na
>yun, gusto ko na ngang sumigaw, magwala, malay ko ba kung ano lang
ito.
>pero hindi ko ginawa, hindi naman dapat.
>
>mga bandang tanghali pagkatapos ng tanghalian, tumawag siya, lam mo na
>siya, yung lalaking minahal ko buong buhay ko pero iniwan ako para sa
>ibang tao, wala lang nangamusta lang, labas daw kami pagkatapos ng
>trabaho, nagisip ako nang mabuti, kung papayag ako o hindi, naisip ko
>ano ba namang masama, nasa malayo naman nagtatrabaho ang girlfriend
>niya, parang malalaman diba?
>
>natapos ang araw sobrang excited ako, sinundo niya ako sa trabaho,
>kumain kami, nag-usap, binalik ang nakaraan, sabi ko nalang wag nang
>pag-usapan, may buhay na siya, masaya na rin ako sa buhay ko, kaibigan
>na lang maibibigay ko, ang drama pa nga sabi niya mahal pa raw niya
ako,
>ikumpara ba ako sa bago, mas mabait daw ako, mas maintindihin, mas
>understanding, sabi ko nga aba eh bakit mo sa akin sinasabi yan, ano
ito
>bolahan, natawa lang siya kahit hindi nakakatawa, nainis nga ako di ko
>na lang pinakita, pero kahit na nag-usap kami nandun pa rin yung
>malaking butas nararamdaman ko pa rin, hanggang sa naisip ko baka
kulang
>lang ako ng pagtawag sa kanya, pero hindi naman kasi madalas ako
>tumatawag sa kanya, siguro namn kilala niyo na kung sino yun.
>
>naglalakad na kami pauwi, papunta sa auto niya, nakalimutan ko kahit
>sandali ang kulang na nararamdaman. napatawa pa ako sa mga biro niya,
>napalo ko pa nga sa kakatawa. biglang nag-ring ang cellphone
>ko...kapatid niya umiiyak, sabi ko bakit kasama ko kuya mo, pauwi na
>kami.
>
>bigla siyang natahimik, tinanong ko bakit, at dahan-dahan niyang
>sinabi..
>
>"pano nangyari yun eh si kuya nadisgrasya, na total wreck sasakyan
>niya..ate patay na siya"
>
>nabigla ako, hindi ko maintindihan, pano nangyari na patay na siya eh
>kasama ko pa???
>
>pag harap ko sa likod ko... nandun pa rin siya, ganun pa rin suot niya
>pero duguan na.. napaluha ako, ngumiti lang siya at sinabi na...
>
>"naramdaman mo na ba yung pakiramdam na parang may kulang, hindi mo
>maintindihan kung bakit?"
>
>napa-oo nalang ako habang patuloy na lumuluha..
>
>"papunta ako sa iyo ngayon, dahil gusto kong sabihin na ikaw pala yun,
>yung kulang sa buhay ko.. gusto ko na sana pakasal tayo..pero diba
sabi
>ko naman sa iyo kahit anong mangyari gusto ko bago ako mamatay ikaw
ang
>nasa tabi ko"
>
>tapos bigla na lang siyang nawala.. bumigat lalo pakiramdam ko,
napaupo
>ako sa lapag, wala na lang akong nagawa kung hindi umiyak.. bakit kung
>kailan lahat ng sinabi niya tama sa pandinig ko, hangin na lang ang
>lahat ng ito...

may ipinost din me na sad story.......

musta na kayong lahat? miss ko na kayong lahat..........lalo na si?????

uy belated happy birthday pla kay pascual pati na kay richmer!

sir zarco.....musta na? uy may pafrend-frend pa kayo sa milan ngayon ha........bigatin!!!!

hello peeepzzz!!!!! tayo tayo pa lang din.......grabe na ito!!!!

sir musta na? hows your friend in milan> sir maglagay ka topic sa message post na pwedeng pagusapan. unti naman kasi yung nag oopen at nakikisali don eh

jelanne si raem nag iimprove ha

BUDDY MUKHANG GALIT KIA ATA SA CNASABI MO. TAYO TAYO LANG YUNG NAGPOPOST DITO

ANO BA YAN SANA MALAPIT SA CIVILIZATION YUNG MGA CLASSMATE NATIN
JELANE KANINONG STORY YUN. IPAPAPRINT KO YUNG PINOST PO TAPOS SAKA KO BABASAHIN.. JELANNE YUNG HINIHIRAM KO SAYO..THANX. JELANNE ICOCOPY KO GAWA MO TAPOS IPAPASTE KO SA MESSAGE POST. THANX JELANE. DON G MUSTA NA YOU.

I'm here Buddy!!!

well alam mo jelane lahat na ng clasmate natin ay na invite ko na sa blog site na to
ang hirap lang eh tamad silang mag bukas ng email add nila..

hi! its been awhile since since my last post...anyway just want to say hi to all nlang...especially to richmer and donna...
wla p ring nagbabago d2 tayo - tayo pa rin ang nagpopost....invite naman kayo para may buhay naman kahit papano?! ang BORING......BORING eh!!!!!!!!

well, i had post something to read in here...so if you have the time...read it... till here...ciao...
take care to all....especially to richmer n paiba-iba ng image...and to dong...:) miss u....

SEND MY LOVE TO HEAVEN

What can I say about a girl I loved since I was
ten..... that I love the way she laughs at me when I
commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things
and even the way she cries over some sad silly late
night show? Somehow, I wished I could have told her
that I love her but now there's no hope in doing so.
For now, it's rather too late- too late for me to do
so.

She was my bestfriend and I have known her since we
were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my
feelings for her, that I love her not only because
she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at
everything and the way she sees life and love.

I could still remember the first time we met, I was
five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having
no one to play with except for my bestfriend, Troy. He
and his family just moved out to transfer at a
neighboring state because his father got promoted. And
so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck
coming down the street. I watched it approaching and
noticed a family station wagon following it. It
stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I
was about to glance away when out came the loveliest
girl I've seen. She was four years old that time but
then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had
long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist.
She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a
man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her

when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them
in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she
smiled and waved her hand. I waved back then watched
in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree
house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said,
"Would you like to come up?" she answered, "May I?" So
I help her climb up and when she reached the top she
then turned to me and said, "By the way, my name's
Sam, what's yours?" I answered, "My name is
Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She
smiled and said, " Well i like your name. Hey your
tree house's neat!" Then I replied, "Thanks! Troy and
I made this. this used to be our hide out. We used to
goof around, play ball and go biking together. He
was my bestfriend and I kind of miss him you know."
She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things
you do with Troy and I could be your new bestfriend
too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could
be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play
ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking
together. Now how does that sound to you?" I smiled
and
said, "Well that sounds good enough." Then she held
her hand and said, "It's a deal then!" So that's how
it started.

So we became best friends and it was kind of strange
at first for she was a girl and there are things which
I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching
frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but
then she tried and did everything just to please me.
There was even a time when she fell off the bike
trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was
the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still
remember the time when she hit the window of our
neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I
who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the
damage, which meant having to loose a weeks allowance.
I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I
tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near
to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a
branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they
teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a
black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying
as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and
later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to
please her and gave everything her little heart
desires.

The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our
Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later
eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special
branch in which the two of us could sit together and
tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a
Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor.
She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if
they were quite impossible. It made me like her even
more.

As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards
her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was
just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking
about her at night, dreaming of her and having the
feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I
thought it was something different, something that
made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating
feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands
touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my
spine.
Once when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim
routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I
had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just
wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never
end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with
my best friend.

Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was
scared to imagine what would happen if ever I'd try to
tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because
she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and
our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just
kept my feeling hidden.

We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam
grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches whenever I
see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses
as I watch them talking to her giving compliments,
flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch
her at a distance mixed feelings of anger and hurt
because it hurts so much to know that there were so
many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not
do so. There were so many presents which I long to
give her but then I could not for she might see me
only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her
know how I feel about her as much as losing her.

Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she
already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince
myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was
Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the
campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the
basketball team which Mark was the captain. When I saw
them walking together at the parking lot that
afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking
into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended
not to see her for I was scared that she might see in
my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing
her with another guy. Those days that followed where
the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I
see her walk by me with him at her side. every time we
meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a
feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away
from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess
was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I
long for her to cast on me was now casted on him as
she passes by me she doesn't know that i whispher the
words "God how I love you."

Then one fateful day they broke up. She came too me
that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big
fight and it ended up to their break up. Mixed
feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because
she was free and maybe i would have the chance of
telling her my true feelings for her but then I was
feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out
just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of
what I wanted to do.

So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days
with our saturday swim routine, spending time in our
tree house. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for
we still are both young at heart.

So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings
for her but still I couldn't bring myself to her for I
was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her,
now I could not bear of losing her again by telling
her I love her. So I just kept my feelings even if it
was bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.

It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the
branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our
afternoon swim when she said, "I was wondering Chris
if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out
of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought
would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, "I
thought there are so many boys who would die for you
to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly
said, "Well i just thought I would like to spend that
night with my bestfriend." Then she continued in a
whisper I could barely hear, "Don't you want to die
just like them to be my partner Chris?" I was too
stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my
feelings for her. We we're silent for a while until I
finally whispered, "I would be happy to be your
partner Sam." The she smiled and suddenly kissed my
cheek. I could hardly contain the joy i felt that
time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head.
Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water
saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae
fudge!" I ran slowed up so that i would lose which
meant having to have her with me for another three
hours or more.

Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured
almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch
Sam. Sam's mother greeted me and I went to sit in the
living room waiting for her to come down. I was
talking to her father when I heard her say, "How do I
look?" I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a
strapless white dress with her hair flowing around
her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out
I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily
fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered,
"To the loveliest girl in the whole world." She then
asked, "Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I
smiled back then I turned to open the door for her.

When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized
our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They
were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out
her hand bowed and said, "Would you give me the honor
of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then
I led her to the dance floor.

It was like a dream coming true, a moment of
enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I
ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were
slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found
myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes.
The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing
her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted

to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was
the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell
her that she would always be the beacon of light in my
darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was
that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to
whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped
and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her,
but still haven't done it.

We walked towards the table and found ourselves
surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a
drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It
took me a long time to get one and when I returned to
our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie,
where she was but she told me that she doesn't know.
So I went and search for her.

As I was searching for her, I reached the garden.
There
I saw two silhoutte figures outlined by the moon's
silvery light. They were so close to each other. i
could never describe the feeling I had when I
recognized the white dress Sam was wearing that night.
I just turned and left the gymnasium.

Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried
talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do
so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark
and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of
her true feelings for me than to hear from those
dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart
break. I didn't return her calls. I would not see her
if she comes into our house. in the hallways, as she
approaches i would go to another direction. It also
hurts to do those things but then I thought that was
the best way to forget her. Those months were
tormenting but still I kept my pride.

The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take
up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out
the next day. As the program ended, she approached me
and handed me a rose. As she stared at me. there was
something in her eyes I couldn't describe. There was
sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn't the same
smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment,
tell her that I love her but then she turned and
walked away from me.

So I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I
was accepted at the university. I concentrated with my
studies but still I think of her at night. I was
always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried hard
not to think of her but still I could not stop
myself from loving her. Each achievement I have was
done for her. I thought that if I will be successful
one day, I would be able to tell her that I love her
and by that time, I'm worthy of having her.

It was a year after our graduation when I decided to
return home and see her again. I thought a year is too
much for me not to see her and during the past year I
felt like a person lost in the desert and only the
sight of her could quench the thirst I have inside. As
I got off the plane, I went home directly, desperate
to get to her house desperate to see her, to hug her.
Then I would tell her that I missed her and that I
have loved her for a long time. This time I am
determined to let her know my true feelings for her
and I could not contain anymore the love I have for
her.

I reached their house, I saw her older sister and I
approached her. I smiled at her but I noticed she
didn't smile back. I was confused for she used to be a
cheerful lady just like my dear Sam. I then asked, "Hi

Jen! I guess you're suprised why I'm here. Well I just
want to visit you and I was also hoping to see Sam. I
kind of miss her you know. Ummm... by the way have you
seen her?" All I saw was sadness in her eyes as she
replied quietly, "Come follow me." I was confused with
the way she's acting but still i followed her. As we
were walking, I was trying to indulge her in a
conversation but just answered my questiond briefly.
Then I realized that she was leading me to the
direction of the lake. It was still the same as I left
it, with the same oak tree Sam and I used to climb up.
I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam gave me when I
agreed to be her partner. It's been one of the
happiest days in my life and I realized that I missed
Sam more than I thought. Then Jen stopped walking and
pointed to the tree. She then whispered, "There's
Sam."

I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug
tomb with the name of the girl I ever loved. I could
not believe at what I saw and desperately tried
convincing myself that this is all just a nightmare
and I would soon wake up.

I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching
for explanations and slowly started saying," It has
been a week since she died. She died of Leukemia. but
eventhough she was sick, she never stopped thinking
about you. It was even your name she uttered before
she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always
regard this place as a place of LOVE. She said that
this is where she had spent the happiest days and that
was when she was with you. by the way,she also asked
me to give you this."

She handed me a parcel and with that she left.

I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it contained
the dried orchid from the corsage I gave her for our
prom. Then at the bottom I saw a letter. It was dated
las month. I opened it with shaking hands and started
reading........

******************************

I know by this time you read this letter I'm gone. I
just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and
thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would
also like you to know that I had left something
inside,
something I kept from you all these years. I love you
Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel
like spending the rest of my life with. I have always
loved you even from the start. I guess it just bloomed
each day that's why the happiest days of my life was
when you were by my side. You just don't know how I
dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning and
dream no more for you are with me. When you are away,
I can't stop crying because I'm afraid to think that
you are with another girl. I just can't bear to see
you with another girl. I just want you all to myself.
I may sound selfish but that's how I feel. Each time
you held me close to you was like a dream coming true
for to be close to you and feel your heart beating
next to mine was heaven. So many things I did so that
you will learn to love me but I NEVER saw a hint. I
did everything to please you because I love you so
much that I even tried to fool myself that you're in
love with me too. So many nights I've cried when I
think of myself unloved by you. Well you might think
that what I'm sayin are lies but, I tell you, my heart
speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to
the one I love.

I know you might be thinking of Mark but I just did
that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a
young woman, capable of loving and not as the little
girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that
you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign
that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I
broke up and I came crying,I just did that to know how
you would react and with that I'll know that you love
me too. But I failed for you didn't give me any clue.
when our prom night came, you just don't know how
happy I was when you handed me the corsage and saying
that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world.
While we were dancing,I wanted so desperately to hear
you say that you love me too but you NEVER did. When
Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second chance,
I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn't
want you to get the wrong impression so i told him we
would talk in the garden. There I explained to him
that it's you whom I really love. What happened next
was that I found you missing and later learned that
you were searching for me, I just concluded that you
saw us together. The next day, I tried to explain but
then you never gave me a chance to do so. You
continuously avoided me and never knew how much pain
I've experienced that time. I felt the world crushing
on me. In our Graduation day, when I approached you, I
wanted to tell you how much I love you but I decided
that I just couldn't do it. I could not bear to hear
that all you feel for me is just brotherly hand of
love. For I want you to love me as a woman and not as
a girl or playmate. So I just turned away and left.

Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late, still I
want you to know that I will always love you and my
heart has always been and will be yours alone.

P.S. Think of me sometimes.... and always remember
that loving you was the best thing that ever happened
in my life.

************************************

I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter.I
wanted to shout out to let her know that I love her,
if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love
her more than anything in this world. I knelt touching
the soil of her grave and rain started to fall. I
continued crying softly and whispered, "Oh God, send
my love to heaven."


=====
"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel
completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is
magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the
heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that
doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we
treasure for the rest of our lives."

balik nga ng 1st.....kasi konti lang na-credit na subjects...<b>

hoy richmer.....anong tumataba???? excuse me ha. ikw nga dyan paiba-iba ka na ng image..... :p

donna, anong year ka na nga?

si donna tumataba... hiyang talaga si donna sa makati. buddy bat ka pala napasma. dahil ba yan sa kaka-M? bat tayo tayo lang ang nagpopost dito. kakaasar naman eh.. buds invite mo daw si pachuchay. nainvite mo na ba?

may sakit si buddy??? buddy pagaling ka ha.......as in!!!! kasi inaaraw araw mo eh....magpahinga ka naman....(sa pag-aaral) ingat lagi!!!! ritzh basta pag nagkapera tayo ha....yung usapan natin!bye! mwah!@

buddy pa galing ka. mukha atang ito na ata yung fulfillment mo kaya nagpahinga ng matagal.. wag kang sumuko buddy. mawawalan ng baduy-i mean buddy sa school.. pagaling ka buds....

sir san na yung blogger mo

ano ba to malayo ata sa sibilisasyon ng mga classmate natin mag post naman kayo dyan. mas mag flood ok na yun basta may nababasa.

pasukan na tomorrow!!!!!!!!! goodluck peeppppzzzz!!!!!!!!!! kaya lang mauuna pa rin kayong grumadweyt sakin. kasi nga diba balik ako 1st year dahil konti lang na-credit na subjects. Basta invite niyo ako sa graduation niyo ha...... :-)

hoy! richmer............ano ba yang mga pinagsususulat mo dito??????? kakaiba ah (parang yung nagsulat, kakaiba din!) hehehehe JOKE!!!!! alam ko naman ang gusto mong topic eh..... _ _ _ diba?????? ingat na lang kayo lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Consciousness: An Allegory


The wolf spider lies paralyzed, and no one knows
how conscious in his higher brain,
because a blue-black spider wasp has stung
the lower ganglion that works his legs.

The wasp positions him, and turns to check
her burrow before hauling him inside,
so that her young, when hatched,
can feed on him alive, less vital
organs first, to keep him fresh.

Now, should a scientist just slightly
shift this spider out of place,
the wasp when she returns
will reposition him
and check the burrow yet again;

and if the scientist again disturbs the prey,
which may for all we know still be alert,
the sequence of behaviors will repeat — again,
and yet again, the wasp oblivious,
it seems, till chemicals released

inside the brain by hunger, or fatigue,
or "recognition," trigger what they call
an understanding in the so-called scientist,
permitting him to stop.

i think that i shall never see,but, it was a tree who couldnt see.

classmate magpost naman kayo ng mga nakakatawa,jokes,quotations,and social issues. why not magcreate tayo ng topic every week para may mapaguusapan dito.

pwede ba mag flood ng message dito?

ay ka nami guid ni ya.. tani padamuon pa naton ang nagintra diri para mas nami mas madamo mas masadya.gali sharlyn ano mana man ang imo gina post da. basi himuon na naman nila nga isyu. pabantala naman nila.. hehehe. syensya na kamo mga classmate ko ha..bal-an ko wala kamo kaintiende sini.. ti mga amigo kag amigo mayo kag mauswag nga BAG-ONG TUIG sa inyo tanan.hehehe...

hello sa inyo lahat,this is COOL. pwede ba gumawa ng seperate dito. halimbawa i have a circle of friends na hindi ko classmate,then i want to create a new highway para makagadvertise and makpagpost kami. may bayad ba to?. this is really cool... pwede na magcriticize dito. pwedeng manira.pwede magpropose-indecent proposal-pwede na rin.LOL,pwede rin manligaw dito.. classmate ipagkalat nyo to para mas marami, mas masaya hehehehe.. happy new year pals..

hello!!!!! musta na kayong lahat??? miss ko na po kayo!!! basta ingat na lang lagi! happy new year!!!! mwah!mwah!mwah! (CKaT miss you all!)hehehe........

hello its pasukan na!!! hehehe

Clasmates! Happy New Year sa inyo...!!!!